Citta Bella Magazine: Joe Chen - Facing Herself
“Being yourself” has never been easy.
This is especially so in the Entertainment industry where two kinds of ability is required.
One is the ability to recognise your own talent among the crowd
The other is the ability to charge forward even when reality is cruel to you.
Putting it simply, it means, you must be clever enough. And brave enough.
Joe Chen has both of these abilities.
She has been a laughing out loud variety show artiste and also a sweet smiling idol singer.
In both areas, she showed good results, but till now,
Joe is still adamant on being an actress and paving a route for herself.
Today, Joe is termed as the Rating Queen of Taiwan, with ratings that are unbreakable till now.
From
her, we learn what’s “there’s more to come” and from her, we see that
as long as we’re courageous enough to face up to ourselves, and
determined enough to stick till the end, we will one day manage to reap
the good fruits that we sowed and get results from the sacrifices we
had to make.
Joe Chen – Not a Sticky Note Girl.
Be bold to love, be bold to dream
I
didn't expect the interview to start from movies. Joe who once admitted
that she was "a girl of few words" and say "cold stuff" started to
review movies excitedly when the topic was on the recent movies. It was
like how once the computer “beeps”, a lot of windows started to pop
out. “I’m a movie-lover. My favourite topic is about movies! And I will
read the novels that those movies get adapted from.” “A recent movie
that I watched was “Twilight" because the director is Jewish, the movie
carries a lot of love and peace. The scenes are pretty well connected.
I’ll give it a 3 star recommendation….” (This discussion lasted a full
non-stop 5 minutes).
Listening to her serious and quite
professional review, I joked “Why don’t you write a movie review column
for us then”. Unexpectedly, Joe immediately did a self-recommendation.
“If your magazine really is starting some review column, you can really
invite me. I really want to be a movie reviewer. I’m serious.”
On-screen’s Joe is an outgoing extrovert who sometimes even comes
across as a blur girl. However, after hearing her recount her favourite
dramas, I realised how she has actually build up a very complete
internal world – one that’s logical, serious and meaningful.
How different is her on-screen personality and her actual one? Joe
answered that “I’m definitely not the sticky note girl Chen Xin Yi in
‘Fated to Love You’ ! I’m a very self-centred person.”
From variety show artiste to an actress – Determine and never giving up
Acting
is what she’s most adamant about. This is the one thing that’s
imprinted in her, something that she always wanted to do and definitely
not a sticky note that can be easily thrown away.
When Joe just
entered the industry, she was set as a variety show artiste and host.
Regarding the company’s various arrangement, she could only obey but
not choose. Recounting that period, she mentioned how during the
filming of a game show, she was once thrown into the waters from a
one-storey high place. When asked if she was upset, she responded “At
that time, my thought was, gone. Will I die?!” Regarding the pain
caused by the momentum when hitting the water, she described it as
“Even when crying for a drama, my tears has never dropped that fast.”
However, Joe put up with all of that. “You have to climb up shore
yourself. No one will care about you. Wearing your swimming costume
with your whole hair wet and your eye liner and other makeup all in a
mess, you still have to continue to laugh, fool around and complete the
whole recording.”
A physically tiring job is still okay. What’s
worse is an act that’s emotionally draining. During the girl pop idol
group “7 Flowers” period, Joe was converted into the image of a little
princess. Not only did she have to sing and dance at the same time, she
still had to keep up a smile on her face and pretend to be sweet. She
mentioned that in reality, she didn’t like that image of herself
because the dance wasn’t suited for her age and hence made her felt
very awkward.
As a variety show host, Joe managed to build up a
name for herself and earn a income but behind that fame, Joe was
actually always struggling with abandoning her own dream. “I entered
the entertainment circle not to be an artiste and not to be a star. I
only wanted to be an actress!” she said determinedly. Due to her
determination to act, she once gave up on hosting and this resulted in
her being frozen by her agency. She went through a period of
self-denial.
“At that time, I thought that if I ever have the
chance to act, I will definitely give my all to do my best!” Joe
treasured the opportunities that came her way. During the filming
period, not only does she memorize her lines, she also goes to the
production room to watch the view the drama. She will observe her own
performance from the various angles before the cutting and joining of
scenes. All for the sake of a perfect performance. This is probably
what the saying “First bitter then sweet” means. It does not
necessarily refer to how after you have been through a period of
bitterness, your luck will suddenly change but rather…. After the
bitter experience, a person will be inspired to strive harder. By
trying harder, naturally, there are better results.
Recalling
her difficult past where she was selling her smile and even her life,
even the stylist at the side couldn’t help but ask “But don’t you find
that very cold-blooded?” Joe however answered maturely and resolutely
“There’s no choice. I chose this career path so what rights do I have
to be picky? If you can’t do it, you can just go home already. What’s
the point of entering?”
Not born with the life of a princess – A female fighter that can do everything herself
“My family wasn’t rich so I had to work harder.” Joe said. Joe was
brought up under the hitting and scolding education system and this
caused her and her mother to be distant from each other. Joe built up
the habit of relying on herself and not be a cry baby depending on her
mother. She said “When I see how some newcomers are too well-protected,
unwilling to do this and unwilling to do that, saying ‘Ah, I don’t want
to do this …. (Acting out a female crying voice)’, I will think about
how that is unacceptable. How will they be able to face the
difficulties of the future? I find them quite pitiful because they
don’t have the strength to face up to all these.”
She recounted
how she was moving house one midnight and was unable to find a home
mover company. In the end, she went back to her house at HsinChu and
drove up the small family lorry (That’s very man) up to Taipei and
moved all her furniture by herself. I asked “Seriously, no one helped
you?!” She jokingly answered “Yup, I’m as strong as an ox!”
There was a period of time where she often went to the KTV herself.
When the serviceman asks for the headcount, she will pretend that her
friends are late and nonchalantly answer “4 person, a small room. Thank
you!” In reality, she’s alone the whole time. In the small room, she
will hit the high notes that she don’t usually hit and she will even
act as a host to bring up the atmosphere. Although she is so “high”,
the serviceman will still keep using the excuse of clearing the plates
to enter the room to check on her. She laughed and said “In the future,
those rooms should have a lock!”
Once, her assistant was overly
concern about her and Joe being very straightforward half joked “Do you
have obsessive-compulsive-disorder?” Her assistant cried immediately.
Joe declared “Girls are like that. Very troublesome.” During the
conversation you can often see a distinction between “Them/Girls” and
“Me”. She often seems to forget that she’s a girl too. This kind of
strong headedness depicts how her internal world is like. But, does she
also has her weak side? There must be a point in time where she will
want to rely on others and lay her head on her boyfriend’s shoulders!
Love of utmost importance – Give birth at 35
“I
feel that everyone has a lonely and weak side of them. I cannot be
independent forever if not how can I manage to act out those crying
scenes?! I have a feminine side too.” When discussing relationships,
Joe admits that she cannot maintain a superwoman position. She still
hopes for someone to love her, to dote on her. “However, the males I’ve
been with all like my more strong headed personality. If I’m gentler,
they might not be with me!” Joe quickly added. Where love is concerned,
Joe still has an “attitude”. Just like with her work, she sticks to her
beliefs.
Currently, she spends most of her time in mainland
filming and with her Australian boyfriend Michael, they spend more time
separated than together. Many will ask her “Aren’t you worried?” and
she will answer “If love is something that makes me worry, then I will
rather not have it!” Joe feels very fortunate that her boyfriend
respects her work and currently, the two will talk on the phone
everyday. Although she is busy with work, she won’t forget her love.
“Love
is a very crucial part of me. What I do now paves the way for a perfect
ending chapter for my love. I hope that by 35, I will have enough money
for me to start a family and then I can spend time bringing up my
children.” Joe who seems like a workaholic now revealed for the first
time that her current efforts are all actually for the final aim of
starting a family.
She revealed that she might not marry but she
definitely wants children. “It’s amazing how women have wombs! It is a
sacred mission for all women! If we don’t give birth, what’s the point
in being a woman? Some males want to do it but they can’t…. In this
lifetime, I will definitely try at least once what’s actually having a
life inside you.” When discussing family, Joe definitely is very
agreeable with the “female” identity and even has a strong mother
nature, being a very female person among all females.
Happy to be herself, Looks at life in a humorous manner
Being out for 7 years, Joe has slowly progressed from the little girl
on screen who often laughs foolishly on screen and is used as the
dartboard for water bombs to a real actress that was nominated for the
Golden Bell. Joe has been through the humorous, series, determined,
weak, sweet, unique, feminine side of life. In life, she has slowly
grew up to be someone that she herself likes.
She’s more
adamant now about what she loves and for what she doesn’t love, she has
learned to accept. Regarding the revelation that she used to be an
alcohol addict during the period where she was down, Joe explained that
it was a drinking wine to make herself relax story that was exaggerated
into a story of being an alcohol addict. It makes her very frustrated
too. Now, she’s able to openly declare “In the future, if I ever drink
myself drunk, I will do it at home.” And then she continued to make a
small complaint of how “Now I can’t go to KTV alone anymore! There will
be reports of how I’m ill!” Faced with all the sniggers and talks that
come along with popularity, she has built up the mature attitude of
“I’ve been through this kind of thing.”
Right now, Joe is a
entertainer from deep inside her. She is able to openly and face up to
the pain that she went through before humorously and humour herself to
humour others. She’s a true entertainer that can “turn bitterness into
joy” and a good actress that can “find joy in what she does”.
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